I wanted to record this for the sake of remembering it next year. I’ve been having a lot of trouble riding to work and back — I’ve had to stop inside of Starbucks, other places, to rest for a bit, and have considered hailing taxis or going on buses. I’m much more anxious when it comes to going to places (even Pokiology, which is relatively close to where I live).
I’ve taken 1/2 prop and 1/2 clon to help get to work in the morning. In the evening, I sort of just hope for the best. This is pretty silly because it came on so suddenly and I’m not 100% sure when it started or when it’ll stop.
I think it may have started on a day where it was extremely cold (-10?) and I was riding down Halstead. I felt like I was going to pass out but I had no familiar buildings that were open around me. I had to scuttle to Target which was easier said than done since I felt like I was going to throw up the entire time, and wait there for a while until I felt better.
Once I’m at work, I feel better and nothing is wrong. Once I get to my destination, I think I’m fine. It’s getting there that’s the problem.
I think this might be for: extreme cold, rain. Those are the two main ones that triggered me.
We’ll see. I don’t like this much so I’m hoping it goes away quickly and goes back to just being a boring commute.